I am sorry

Look, nevermind why, but just forget what I have posted about the contest. It is pointless.

Can't sleep again

Today, I didn't get any sleep, usually I end up falling asleep around 4ish and unfortunately waking up at noonish. However it is 5:24 as I write this and NOTHING. I just took a shower and am about to do all of my other morning things for lack of a better thing to do.

Can someone please explain to me why I am doing this to myself.

Is it lack of exposure to the "real world?" You know I do spend almost all my time inside of buildings except when I commute from building to building.

I just don't know.

I would love to fall asleep around Midnight and make up at 6 again. It would be so NICE.

Nightmares

Look, I don't know....
Maybe I am just making this up in my mind's eye, but I have to come up with some reason for it, that is my lack of sleep.

First I still blame the money. However, I always become restless during what I consider the middle of the lunar cycle. I just know it has some strange effect on me.

Second I think I ma having nightmares and to keep myself from reliving them I am stopping myself from sleeping as much as I can. However I can't verify this as I have no recollection of my own dreams.

I think I did catch one dream this morning, but I don't know. I was investigating a murder or something and I ended up seeing a bunch of dead children everywhere. eeeee.....

I know, but I guess that makes some sort of sense, to explain my lack of sleep, maybe...

The Shape of Things to Come

We must prepare for the unknown experiences of the unexplored frontier.

The future grows more and mor murky, prepare for it now, or be swallowed up by it later.

The uneventful events that will transpire will cause mass panic and fear, but also a great welcoming.

In the end the prepared and those less fortunate will embrace the randomness of their destiny and the infinite probabilities of fate.

The universe will be wrought with something that it can not contain.

We can only hope that things will work out

Insult Me

I am holding a contest of sorts, in which you the reader win nothing, but satisfaction.

Until the end of the month, I want people to insult me. I want good insults too. The purpose, you see is to make me cry. I want to see if it can be done. I want an insult so heinous I begin to ball with tears. Can you do it? I think not. Remember you have until the end of the month.

=Ben=

DO YOUR WORST, I've heard it all.

One stipulation, please keep it clean. Try to insult without sware words. If you really want to insult me you shouldn't need to sware.

EDIT (10/15/2005): Either post your insults as comments or email them to warbenekar1@gmail.com with Insult and/or Blog in the subject line. Thanks.

=Ben=

EDIT(10/22/2005): The contest has been called on account that both no one has participated as of yet and my own stupidity.

Moon Phases

I am giving you, the reader, a moon phase thingy. I hope you get some use out of it.

They are after me, beware.....

Put on your tinfoil hats or they will get you too.