Bad Weather + Power Outage = Teh Suxxors

So last night, I still couldn't sleep and around 1:30 the power goes out. So what do I do? I go downstairs and eat. I got leftover dinner, mashed potatoes (they were very cold) and chicken (also cold), but I ate everything that next 10 minutes. Sitting on my bed in the dark. Watching the lightning light up the sky behind the tree in front of my window. Then the thunder kept getting louder and louder, and the lightning more and more frequent. Then I guess I fell asleep.

I would say just before 6 Am the power returned. I know because my TV turned on again. The desk lamp I had on turned on again. My fan turned on again. I quickly turned off the light and the TV. However the fan I didn't care about. The cold air actually felt kind of nice. It had been getting unbearably warm. I was lying on my bed for a while more and I guess I fell asleep, again.

Two hours later, 8 Am, my alarm clocks go off. Because well I forgot I had alarm clocks turned on. So I keep hitting snooze for about 15 minutes. Then I finally decide to turn those damn annoying things off. I readjusted myself and fell asleep again. I woke finally up just after 11. I get to see the second half of this morning's football (soccer) matches currently on ESPN and ESPN2. I am watching the TUN--UKR game, because the SPN--SAU game is kind of boring to me.

My leg still sucks. It hurts a lot less that it did, but the skin still isn't healed. That really bothers me. Especially with the unbearable itch. Oh well. I can't change any of that. Now I have to set the time on my TV again and the VCR of course. Probably my PS2 as it occasionally acts teh gay like that. Thankfully nothing severe happened. As far as I know no one was injured in the weather last night, but I only skimmed through the local news before I started writing. I could always be wrong.

Well I am going to go and get myself something to drink. Maybe some more foodage as well. I don't know. Apparently we need to expect more of this crap in our area within the next hour or so. Hopefully to a lesser degree though. I do so not like bad weather. Especially when my power leaves me and I am away from my RSS feeds and my Email and especially my Torrents!!

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Ain't She Sweet?

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Sooo tired....

Okay, so I just saw Spaceballs.

Excellent

Excellent

Excellent

Gonna sleep now...

I hate being an hour ahead of where I should be...and seriously it is Friday, WTF I am going to sleep just after midnight?

Who cares..

Either way, too bed. To think happy thoughts...

To think of loved ones, far away...

-Goodbye...

I feel like crap

So, like yeah.

I still feel horrible.

I am going to go to sleep and hope to get better by tomorrow.

Happy Thanksgiving, a little early....

if you are American anyway. You know America isn't the only country that celebrates a thanksgiving.

Anyway. Just wanted to get that out there and whatever. Either it is just too early, or my readers don't care, but I have yet to get Hatemail for my below posts.

I also managed to sleep a little, but now wish I hadn't woken up until 10. Oh well. I am going to Eat some breakfast.

Anyway have a good Thanksgiving holiday and stuff. Also try not to get beaten, killed or run over during your black Friday shopping. I don't plan on doing any, but I know a lot of you will.

WHY CAN I NOT SLEEP, STILL?

I just want to fall asleep sometime between midnight and 1 A.M. Yet I can not do it. I can not find the ability to keep myself in a neutral state. I just want to sleep. Sleep for atleast 6 hours. Wake up sometime before 7 A.M.

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Okay, so besides that. I keep getting headaches. That might be related to inability to sleep at night. I should interject that I can fall asleep as soon as dawn brakes. As soon as I see the beginning of a blue sky I somehow become able to sleep, just like that. However just minutes earlier, nothing.

Further I have been suffering from intermittent heartburn. I don't think that is related to my sleep, more so my diet. However I am not ruling anything out.

Well atleast I can find slightly entertaining things on TV at what is now 3:15 in the morning. Of course it all depends on your opinion of good. I am watching the Cosby show.

I realise it might make for bad, well lots of things, but I think after the show ends I will take a shower. That might help me sleep.

Well that is all for now, though I am going to make at least 1 possibly two more posts, that you'll read first because they will be above this one, so you already know that I wrote them.

Some questions

Why does Fox News call Suicide Bombers, Homocide Bombers? Sure they do kill other people, but more importantly they kill themselves, and whether you want to admit it or not they become marters for their cause. Ignoring that fact won't make it go away.

Why do some people think that just because I have a bald head, (that is shaved), that I am in some way sick, (as in ill not the other conotation)? Is it really a good idea to assume that I have cancer or some disease? Perhaps I just like my nice shaved head.

Sleep is a wonderful thing, but why is it I am not getting any? At this point I have been awake for 24 hours, give or take a couple of minutes. I mean seriously. I need my ZZZZs, my hours, my REM.

Why do tests have to be so close together? Is it just a conspiracy or is there any valid reason why Professors clump all their tests around the same days? I am so angry to that regard, however I some how accept it.

Any way, now I am going to just sit down on my bed, then proceed to lie down and possibly sleep. My legs almost gave out earlier. That would not have been funny.

Hmmmm

So, I still can't sleep. I have two more pills, but don't want to take them. When I take the pills I sleep TOO long.

What is wrong with me.

Anyway. I am using my ample time to clean my room. Excessively.

However I can't vaccuum as that would wake and annoy my roomates and possibly the people below and above me.

I am watching Nick@Nite right now. Fresh Prince of Bel Air is on...

I was watching CNN earlier, but they just showed the same Larry King for the third time and well Larry King is good, but three times is rather annoying.

I am going to resort my CDs, DVDs, and Video Games in their respectives disc carriers.

Well off to do that now. Bye...

Diphenhydramine HCl

Diphenhydramine HCl is a wondeful little thing. Basically two 25mg tablets allow the user to sleep. How Wonderful.

Last night was the first night, aside from 1 other night, though it didn't count because I woke up at 1 AM, where I fell asleep before Midnight and stayed asleep until the morning hours. I woke up at 6ish, to turn off my cell phone and managed to go back to sleep until 10~11ish.

I am quite happy. Hopefully tonight I can sleep as well. If not I have two more tablets.

I am usually against medicine that isn't prescribed, but I must say I am very pleased with this stuff. Honestly, if you can't sleep, use some Diphenhydramine HCl it works.

Can't sleep again

Today, I didn't get any sleep, usually I end up falling asleep around 4ish and unfortunately waking up at noonish. However it is 5:24 as I write this and NOTHING. I just took a shower and am about to do all of my other morning things for lack of a better thing to do.

Can someone please explain to me why I am doing this to myself.

Is it lack of exposure to the "real world?" You know I do spend almost all my time inside of buildings except when I commute from building to building.

I just don't know.

I would love to fall asleep around Midnight and make up at 6 again. It would be so NICE.

Nightmares

Look, I don't know....
Maybe I am just making this up in my mind's eye, but I have to come up with some reason for it, that is my lack of sleep.

First I still blame the money. However, I always become restless during what I consider the middle of the lunar cycle. I just know it has some strange effect on me.

Second I think I ma having nightmares and to keep myself from reliving them I am stopping myself from sleeping as much as I can. However I can't verify this as I have no recollection of my own dreams.

I think I did catch one dream this morning, but I don't know. I was investigating a murder or something and I ended up seeing a bunch of dead children everywhere. eeeee.....

I know, but I guess that makes some sort of sense, to explain my lack of sleep, maybe...

Sleep is important

Let me explain. I had a class this morning at 8 AM after that class I came back to my apartment to get ready for my next class. Next thing I know I am in bed and it is three in the afternoon.

Before this, that is the night before, as you can probably tell I was up until after 3:20. Anyway, I had woken up at about 8 AM that morning. Then that night, or better put this morning, I didn't get to sleep until about 2 AM. Unfortunately for me I had an 8AM class. I woke up a little before 7 and went to class sometime later. Then the rest of the story.

In conclusion, get your sleep.

OMFG FFVII ADVENT CHILDREN IS GREAT

Thanks to some helpful info from a friend, I was able to see it.

This has to be the best CG Movie ever.

I won't give anything away, because I am not one of those people.

However, I must say the look of everything was one step above and beyond.

I have to compliment everyone who worked on it.

I also have to compliment the people who gave it to us, regardless of the legalities.

Really, though I give it a 100 out of 10, that is how goes it was, I do not exeggerate.

Great Action and Suspense. Wonderful Music and Cinematics. Most importantly a Superb Plot.

The hype was 100% Correct. This movie is as great as everyone thought it would be.

I love it, hell if I didn't I wouldn't be up at 3:20 in the morning writing a blog entry. I need sleep for goodness sake. My first class is at 11 so I need to be up by 9ish.

Again, just WOW!!

They couldn't have a done a better job on this.

I am so awe struck.

I just don't know what else to say.

I think I should go to sleep before I pass out at the keyboard.

Good Day....

Anyway, it seems that I am not myself today, because everything is going well.

Also, for those not in the know, Morbese is short for Morbidly Obese. It is a sick cruel inside joke at my expense. There back to reality.

Has anyone else noticed that somethings aren't as they seem. I mean take for instance children today: When you were a kid say 5 6 or 7 were you like kids today....please say no. I mean, honestly, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?

I give up on trying to figure that one out. By the by, Check out my Nation State, it is radically different.

Today's Sermon:

Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside...
But Baby, You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

And we can pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside

Just maybe, like and ukelele
Mommy made a baby
Really dont mind the breakfast
Cause your my little lady
Lady lady love me
Cause I love to lay here lazy
We could close the curtains
Pretend like there's no work outside

And we can pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Aint no need aint no need Mmmm MMmmm
Cant you see cant you see
Rain all day
And I dont mind.

The telephone is singing
Ringing its too early
Don't pick it up
We don't need to we got everything
We need right here
And everything we need is enough
Just so easy
When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Don't really need to pay attention to the alarm
Wake up slow, yeah wake up slow
You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

And we can pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Cant you see cant you see,
You gotta wake up slow

The Irony of it all

Now that is something I totally understand. After everything, I find that all I did was in waste. There was no reason to do it.

NONE!! HA.

Anyway, they say that nothing is a waste of time if someone gets some use out of it.

Who said it? How should I know, I probably just made it up. You know you should stop asking these questions if you don't want to me to give these stupid answers.

Anyway, it seems that I am finally going to get some sleep tonight. YAY!!

Now it's time to say good night
Good night Sleep tight
Now the sun turns out his light
Good night Sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me
Dream sweet dreams for you.

Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Good night Sleep tight
Now the moon begins to shine
Good night Sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me
Dream sweet dreams for you.

Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Good night Sleep tight
Now the sun turns out his light
Good night Sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me
Dream sweet dreams for you.

Good night Good night Everybody
Everybody everywhere
Good night.

Just can't sleep

Ever have one of those weeks? Can't sleep well. Just want to take a bunch of sleeping pills or something?

No? Well screw you!

I on the other hand have been off with my sleep cycle for about 2 weeks now maybe longer, it is an on and off thing. Isn't it weird how these things go.

Anyway, you would be surprised how much missed work and reading you can catch up on if you don't sleep. It is quite amazing.

I dunno, I think I am just too tired, but too awake to do anything constructive, besides amuse all of you. That is why I am here. I am doing this for you, believe it or not.

Just look at all those hungry mouths we have to feed
Take a look at all the suffering we breed
So many lonely faces scattered all around
Searching for what they need

Is this the world we created?
What did we do it for?
Is this the world we invaded
Against the law?
So it seems in the end
Is this what we're all living for today?
The world that we created

You know that every day a helpless child is born
Who needs some loving care inside a happy home
Somewhere a wealthy man is sitting on his throne
Waiting for life to go by

Is this the world we created?
We made it on our own
Is this the world we devastated
Right to the bone?
If there's a God in the sky looking down
What can he think of what we've done
To the world that He created?