I don't know why, but whenever I feel guilty about something (or occasionally out of boredom) I eat.
I don't even have to be hungry.
Right now I am eating a super thick sandwich, with way too much meat cheese mayoniase and mustard. I am not hungry and I certainly shouldn't be eating, but I can't seem to help myself.
It doesn't even taste all that good.
I always do stupid things and end up doing something like this. Good thing my fingernails are already mowed down from other traumas or else I'd be chewing on them too...
I wish I could be normal for just a day or maybe even an hour (while I am awake preferably).
Though I really just wish I wasn't stupid enough to mess up good things.
So basically to my family and loved ones: I am so sorry for acting like an ass on the 23rd/24th. If you don't know what I am talking about this doesn't apply to you.
I just want everyone to have a great day today!
=B=
