Cleaning

Do you ever notice no matter how things don't stay clean? Yet we spend so much money and time on cleaning supplies and cleaning things up. I find that as a species we are too caught up with being clean, although some lesser animals also like being clean, cats come to mind. Although people are clean discretely, in that they'll want one thing or another clean at time, rather than everything. Like say your kitchen could look super clean and sparkle and have a lemon scent, but your bedroom could be littered with dirty clothes and dishes. You know what I mean?

I just wonder why we clean everything so much. Why is our need for sterility so great. Are we so afraid of contracting some plague like disease? Or are we more afraid of what other people think? People who should not be judging us to being with. Did society create this stigma and are we stuck with it?

I suppose I just don't get it.

Have you ever said or done something that makes someone think you're crazy or stupid? Sure we all have, but more specifically was it something you considered alright or normal or not all crazy or stupid? Exactly, it is like, "why do people get all up in your kool-aid" when they should be fine with what you think. Of course I suppose I am over thinking this a bit too much.

Hey

You ever feel like one day you wouldn't wake up? Like one day your life as you know it would be over? I am not saying suicide, in fact anything, but...more like just death, or dying in your sleep sort of thing. I mean is it normal to think about that sort of thing? I mean I assume it is. I suppose everyone thinks about their mortalitity, but I have to ask, how much is too much? Should people be thinking about these sort of things daily, I mean not all the time, but at least at one point or another. It's complicated. What the hell. Huh, I guess I am just over thinking things. I mean we all die, its natural, its normal, but what is about death that fascinates people? Well perhaps not fascinate, but at least interests people or makes them think about it to some degree. Is it that fact that we're self aware and understand the concept of mortality. I mean do you suppose, if you think about it, most animals have no concept of mortality, do they? Although some would argue that perhaps elephants do. I mean take for instance I have a cat, do you think for one moment, he ever thinks about death, that one day he'll breath his last breath and that's that? I am going to guess no, but I really don't know. For all I know he thinks about it regularly, but obviously I can't understand him, and I don't know what he is thinking. So perhaps it is a moot point to even ask such a question. It feels better talking about this. I've been reading alot about religion, another reason I kind of bring this up. I find that people have strange ideas about the afterlife as it were, I mean some people think it is open to everyone, and others think there are exact numbers and no one else gets in at all no questions asked, I supposed I should clarify I am referring to heaven, or the concept there of. I mean the fact is pretty much all of them believe everyone is going to go somewhere, probably more likely hell or some type of pergatory, rather than heaven. Of couse, it is all a little strange, you would think that with six + billion people, more people would think similarly. I mean I understand that 1 Billion + people share one or more common religion, however, I just find it strange that there are so many divides and sects, and other things that make people lose sight of the big picture and bog themselves down on minute details. This, however, is another discussion altogether. Well, that's all for today. I think I am pretty much done for now.

Airwick Commercial

Ok now the link in the title shows an Airwick commercial, unfortunately I could only find it in German, but that is beside the point. Anyway, the Female character is apparently an Elephant, but for some reason, she's married to a Centipede. Now let's examine this for a moment.

Elephant

Centipede


Question: WTF? This makes no sense

Have you ever ...

Have you ever believed in something so strongly that you would give up other things for that one thing?

Have you ever lost yourself in the moment and experienced pure joy?

Have you ever been in love and known it?

Have you ever had a feeling of true inner peace?

Have you ever known what it means to be loved?

Have you ever had the pleasure of knowing that you are someone?

Have you ever taken the time to listen?

Have you ever just done something for yourself?

Have you ever been truly happy?

Have you ever truly been alive?

Have you ever been able to experience and understand your mortality?

Have you ever questioned the status quo?

Have you ever done what you wanted?

Have you ever taken the time to look at yourself and see who you are?

Have you ever wondered, what if?

Have you ever asked yourself questions you shouldn't ask?

Have you ever been tempted?

Have you ever wondered why?

Have you ever wondered why not?

Have you ever read a really good book?

Have you ever smiled for the sake of smiling?

Have you ever had the courage to laugh at yourself?

Have you ever taken life in stride?

Have you ever cried?

Have you ever been bored?

Have you ever danced?

Have you ever done the thing that was right, instead of the thing that was popular?

Have you ever just given up?

Have you ever seen a rainbow?

Have you ever answered a question with a lie?

Aren't I a sorry SOB?

Well next Thursday I go and get my wisdom teeth removed. ALL FOUR OF THEM!!

Boy, stupid crap.

Oh well.

I am sure all will be well, or at least I hope it will.

=B=

It makes one wonder

It makes one wonder.
Does it Not?
To See the differents things!
The different things I've seen?
Yes.

They were so varied once!
And now?
They were so varied once.
I see.

I used to know them all by heart!
And now?
I used to know them all by heart.
Oh.

What happened to the varied things?
I don't know.
Really, but you knew them once?
By heart!
And now you know them no more?
Alas.

So apparently I can't do anything right

I guess no matter what I can't say the right thing, do the right thing, or think the right thing.

I guess there is just something wrong with me. Maybe I should keep everything to myself from now. I wouldn't upset anyone that way.

I don't know, I just try to say what's on my mind and then people get upset. I am sorry if I have an opinion on something. Forgive me for having the ability to think for myself and not having the tact to keep things to myself.

I tell people what I think. Even if they don't want to hear what I think, especially if they don't want to hear what I think. I am sorry, I truly am, if that upsets people. It is never my intention to hurt anyone.

I guess I should just train myself to not be compassionate or care about other people and just become a sadist. Perhaps even a little crazy and kill people. Does that sound like a good idea? No? I didn't think so either.

Just remember this, everyone has an opinion on everything. So why don't we just all realise an opinion is just than an opinion. It isn't a fact in a history book or a financial statement. It is what something thinks about a subject when they only have so much information to work with, but decide to form an opinion on something anyway.

I am sorry for being a person.

=B=

I can't get the song out of my head

Click on the link and maybe you'll get it stuck in your head too!

=B=

The weirder something is the more likely it is to happen

Perhaps I just jump to my own conclusions, but I find it to be true.

The odd, or obscure, always seem to find a way to pop up and occur. Or at least those things which should be the least likely to happen.

I dunno.

For those of you who can't read french...

...Good, because I am writing this in English, so it doesn't matter.

First Matter:
1) Sorry for not updating recently, I have had PC issues. They are resolved. YAY!! Anyway, hats off to me...

2)The link in the title is a great website. Visit it and you'll agree. Lots of downloads.

3)JENGA!! There it is!!

4)Tofu and/or Rice and Mushrooms formed into a patty are not a replacement for meat. Okay!!

Enough comments/complaining.

Okay now something I noted there is a big diff between 3DMark01 and 03. An even bigger between 3DMark03 and 05, and a noticeable difference between 3DMark05 and 06. Of course that is all because of my PC. It sucks. I mean it is rather lame ass. I only have a 9600 AIW Radeon (I think it is actually a 9600XT, but don't know). Though my Proc is a 3200 p4 (Northwood C) plus the oblig 512 MB some odd memory, of course I have 1 GB, but I had to RMA a stick. What can I say, geeks sucks.

What else. The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny is teh BEST flash movie EVAR!! Look for it at UltimateShowdown.org or Albino Blacksheep. Either is good.

Also Comp Org, those bastards!!!

Okay they asked us to construct an AND function using OR gates only, which you can't do, so on my paper I turned it, my answer was "??" and it turns out the correct answer is "We can not make an AND function using only OR gates. THOSE BASTARDS!!

Well, that is all for today. Good night, Good Morning, Good Day, Good Afternoon, and Good Evening. Depending on when/where you are when you read this!!

Quitting Cold Turkey

It is going to be difficult, but I think I can do it.

And no I don't smoke or drink or anything like that.

Yup

I am watching Grey's Anatomy right now.

I watched Fox before that, except that stupid show between the Simpons and Family Guy.

Either way, tonight is probably going to be an all nighter. Got some stuff due tomorrow. Haven't really done it yet. That is started.

So I cleaned my room up real nice. Except of course for a few things.

So guys, I want you to know I can be found on Facebook. If you know what Facebook and you know my name you can search me out.

I am going to go to the bathroom now and come back to do some stuff and then get cracking on that math assignment.

=Teh Management=

Oh boy

Boondocks was good, Minoriteam was interesting as well.

I look forward to new eps I think.

Whatever

I will from this point on send now updates about my blog. If you do not already regularly attend, then you don't care.

For those who do read this crap, thanks.

=The Management=

I am full

I just ate 4 very thin rib eye steaks thanks to my Foreman grill. I coated them with a "thin" layer of A1. I had a side of corn.

I have to say that was an enjoyable meal.

I am sweating

I don't know why, but it is very hot in my room. I am going to check the thermometer and see what it is set for. Also I have been drinking green tea. Hot green tea and about 2 Liters worth at that. So that could be why I think it is hot. Who knows. Just thought I would inform you.

I am sorry

Look, nevermind why, but just forget what I have posted about the contest. It is pointless.

Nightmares

Look, I don't know....
Maybe I am just making this up in my mind's eye, but I have to come up with some reason for it, that is my lack of sleep.

First I still blame the money. However, I always become restless during what I consider the middle of the lunar cycle. I just know it has some strange effect on me.

Second I think I ma having nightmares and to keep myself from reliving them I am stopping myself from sleeping as much as I can. However I can't verify this as I have no recollection of my own dreams.

I think I did catch one dream this morning, but I don't know. I was investigating a murder or something and I ended up seeing a bunch of dead children everywhere. eeeee.....

I know, but I guess that makes some sort of sense, to explain my lack of sleep, maybe...

The Shape of Things to Come

We must prepare for the unknown experiences of the unexplored frontier.

The future grows more and mor murky, prepare for it now, or be swallowed up by it later.

The uneventful events that will transpire will cause mass panic and fear, but also a great welcoming.

In the end the prepared and those less fortunate will embrace the randomness of their destiny and the infinite probabilities of fate.

The universe will be wrought with something that it can not contain.

We can only hope that things will work out