I sometimes don't understand myself, at all and I don't know why. There is just something slightly confusing in that, don't you think? I mean if you can't even understand your own thoughts or actions.
I guess sometimes I am torn, heavily, by my actions. Is there some part of me that really thinks or acts this way or is it all random, or extremely spontaneous. That is not a common repeated form of action. I certainly hope so.
I mean, I don't think I am a bad person. I try not to do anything bad. However, I guess no one can be totally pious and good. I suppose anyway.
I don't really know where I am going with this, I just feel a little better having written it, perhaps more later...
