It is times like these....

Have you ever taken something for granted and realised that it was in fact something important, but only after the fact. No? Well, are you sure? Come on. Oh well, I tried.

So many things happen with out our knowing, so many things happen with out us understanding them. And yet, we are the ones in charge of this planet. That doesn't give me much hope or good fortune for that matter.

Some Hypothetical reflections:
Is it wrong to wallow in self pity?
Is it wrong to do things that weren't supposed to be done?
Is it right to do things that weren't meant to be followed through?
Is it okay to pass judgement after the fact?

Everything is labeled. Look at your monitor, your pc, your tv, your clothes, the food you eat. Everything is labeled. Is that the way things are supposed to be? Why? Well you make a valid argument, but I just don't agree with you. No, I am not being stubborn. No, you shut up. That is it! (-----) . There that is taken care off, now to dispose of the body.

Well that is all I have to say about that.

Through early morning fog I see

visions of the things to be

the pains that are withheld for me

I realize and I can see...

[REFRAIN]:

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

I try to find a way to make

all our little joys relate

without that ever-present hate

but now I know that it's too late, and...

[REFRAIN]

The game of life is hard to play

I'm gonna lose it anyway

The losing card I'll someday lay

so this is all I have to say.

[REFRAIN]

The only way to win is cheat

And lay it down before I'm beat

and to another give my seat

for that's the only painless feat.

[REFRAIN]

The sword of time will pierce our skins

It doesn't hurt when it begins

But as it works its way on in

The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

[REFRAIN]

A brave man once requested me

to answer questions that are key

is it to be or not to be

and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

[REFRAIN]

'Cause suicide is painless

it brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

...and you can do the same thing if you please.

Funny huh? That is what I though too. Until I realized that it wasn't funny. It is actually very sad.

"How goes it"
"Like a bat out of hell?"

You can't make stuff like that up. Well I am sure you could, but why bother. I mean you would have to have way too much free time, you loser.

By the by, I finally got SuSE Linux Professional 9.3 Installed and I am pleased with it. I know no one who reads this probably uses Linux, but I don't care.

By the By the by, was any else disappointed by the series finale of JAG? I mean it was great that it ended the way it did, but it still left open the all important question that we have been dying to learn for the past few years. Anyway, I digress.

By the By the By the by, would some one please post a comment? YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE MEMBER TO POST A COMMENT. SO POST DAMNIT!!

This is something I have a strong belief in

This may sound stupid or funny but you may be directly or inderectly affected by this; ALL Internet Users, anyone in the open source community, or any one who just uses a computer in general.

And NO, this won't just apply to European websites and software, because the Internet is global and so is software for the most part. Not to mention that other countries and groups are merely waiting for this to come to action so they can follow suit.

Take action, NOW!

The below three messages are in essense the song for this post, so there you happy? Well you'd better be damnit.

Mah Na

What more can I say - Snowth - Mah Na - Snowth

Just for the sake of sake

Mahna Mahna

Do doo be-do-do

Mahna Mahna

Do do-do do

Mahna Mahna

Do doo be-do-do be-do-do be-do-do be-do-do-doodle do do do-doo do!

The Irony of it all

Now that is something I totally understand. After everything, I find that all I did was in waste. There was no reason to do it.

NONE!! HA.

Anyway, they say that nothing is a waste of time if someone gets some use out of it.

Who said it? How should I know, I probably just made it up. You know you should stop asking these questions if you don't want to me to give these stupid answers.

Anyway, it seems that I am finally going to get some sleep tonight. YAY!!

Now it's time to say good night
Good night Sleep tight
Now the sun turns out his light
Good night Sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me
Dream sweet dreams for you.

Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Good night Sleep tight
Now the moon begins to shine
Good night Sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me
Dream sweet dreams for you.

Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Good night Sleep tight
Now the sun turns out his light
Good night Sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me
Dream sweet dreams for you.

Good night Good night Everybody
Everybody everywhere
Good night.

Just can't sleep

Ever have one of those weeks? Can't sleep well. Just want to take a bunch of sleeping pills or something?

No? Well screw you!

I on the other hand have been off with my sleep cycle for about 2 weeks now maybe longer, it is an on and off thing. Isn't it weird how these things go.

Anyway, you would be surprised how much missed work and reading you can catch up on if you don't sleep. It is quite amazing.

I dunno, I think I am just too tired, but too awake to do anything constructive, besides amuse all of you. That is why I am here. I am doing this for you, believe it or not.

Just look at all those hungry mouths we have to feed
Take a look at all the suffering we breed
So many lonely faces scattered all around
Searching for what they need

Is this the world we created?
What did we do it for?
Is this the world we invaded
Against the law?
So it seems in the end
Is this what we're all living for today?
The world that we created

You know that every day a helpless child is born
Who needs some loving care inside a happy home
Somewhere a wealthy man is sitting on his throne
Waiting for life to go by

Is this the world we created?
We made it on our own
Is this the world we devastated
Right to the bone?
If there's a God in the sky looking down
What can he think of what we've done
To the world that He created?